Feeling sad for what should have been
But never was just because
Fear of real and perceived rejection
Left me with pale heart complexion

My love is nothing to write home about
Honestly I’m nothing without you
And yet I seem so far from you sometimes
Many times when it seems to matter most

But I cannot deny – you are the light in my eye
You have helped me through the worst of times
The best of times – are what I live for and yet
You came to suffer and die for the joy of it

And I’m Unraveling this Blah Feeling
Trying to come to terms with double-dealing
In my heart like a stuck pig squealing
Like Simon I know it’s the beast I’m hearing

And I’m Unraveling this Blah Feeling
Longing to for the day of complete healing
No longer flirting with fate and stealing
What can never be mine for the keeping